Without [yew]

I woke up during a blue black morning.
I looked around, but couldn't see yew.

I waited till dawn,
then stepped outside in my cold backyard.
There were so many leaves fallen down.
I called your name loud, for help.
but I couldn't hear yew back.

Few hours later it started snowing.
I ran in the bedroom in joy.
but I couldn't talk to yew.
I sipped both cups of coffee alone.

I was alone the whole day.
couldn't see, hear, or talk to yew.
it was the longest day without yew.
the longest winter without yew.
it was the longest life, without [yew]