Att-it-tude !!!

Yeah, I got attitude !!!

Its better you get lost coz I dont care a damn about you being here.

I look good, I got brains, and I got ATTITUDE !!!

I got every damn reason to be proud of myself,
and I got every damn reason to show you are nothing in comparision with me.

Who cares even if u feel insulted?

This is what I am, and this is what I'm gonna be.

I wont change for you.
If you want to change, than you do; I wont.

You are the most annoying creature,
You eat my brains away, dint somebody else tell you?

I hate your presence.

To hell with u, just get lost.

I'm the only greatest person alive on the filthy planet.

I GOT ATTITUDE, BEAT IT !!!

Christmas Eve- A Day for Celebrations !!!

People's Day

Even though Christmas is on 25th December,
the excitement begins from the first day of December.
CRAZE FOR CHRISTMAS !!!

People go shopping;
They want to buy gifts for everyone close to them.
Malls are well decorated and full of gifts.
People shop, and shop, and shop.

Weekends in December are for decorating the houses.
Big Christmas trees are decorated with lights.
Stockings hanging on the fireplace,
as if the stockings are waiting for Santa to come and fill them up with gifts.

The gifts are packed and kept nicely under the tree,
with a warning saying- DO NOT OPEN UNTIL CHRISTMAS EVE !!!

SANTA IS COMING TO TOWN !!!

Few people believe in Santa.
Much older people than them don't believe in Santa.
Adults are Santa, and elder people than them look like Santa.

Just like others, even I'm waiting for Christmas Eve.
and for the reader's- here we go...

HO HO HO, Merrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry Christmas !!!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS !!!

What's Mine??

The Day I step out of home on the dry land,
I know its not mine.
The air I breathe, I know its not mine.

Than What's Mine?

The Sun doesn't shine specially for me.
The Moon doesn't glow only for me.
The Sky is not blue cause I wanted it to be that way.
All Sun, Moon, and the Sky are not mine.

Than What's Mine?

Summers come,
followed by leaves shedding in autumn.
Time for spine-chilling winters.
Finally, the leafy Spring.
But, nothing is mine.

Than What's Mine?

You are the one I cared for, r u mine?
You are the one I loved, r u mine?

Day starts by getting up,
Surviving, and finally,
Bedtime.

I was the one who started creating the palace of hearts. After creating, I started destroying it myself. I made everyone mine,
But, No one was able to make me their's.

Thank You people for atleast calling me your own Sammy !!!

She...

God.............. WHY???
anyways, u played such a cute-sweet prank with me.
I really loved your prank.

Remember the girl you sent for me?
On seeing her, I felt like I was standing on the beach and she'd hit me hard like a tsunami wave.
I loved her, and I still do...
Why did you take that angel back from me?

The day I saw that cute thing, she was wearing my favorite color- WHITE !!!
That day, I just saw her innocence.
I feel that no girl can ever beat her innocence.

A girl so beautiful;
innocence mixed with her beauty.
with some attitude as well as her smile.
And the best ingredient you mixed is still unknown.
WHAT WAS IT THAT TOOK ME AWAY FROM MYSELF?
There was something that made me attract her.
Her face, her smile, her innocence, her attitude,
well, I really don't know what made me freeze on seeing her?
I don't know what made me fall in the deep abyss?
I kept falling and falling for her.
As if this is never gonna end.

Finally I asker her out!
Guess what?
10 days later she said yes !!!

YES YES YES, YEA YEA, YIPPEE !!!

And this day, Earth started rotating backwards.
Or maybe I noticed the Earth's rotation after she said yes.

God, I felt you gave me a reason to breathe.
My heart also stopped beating few seconds when I saw her.
The 3 words she uttered daily were like EVERYTHING POSSIBLE to me.
I was affected by some disease called love.
And she was like the medicine for it.

But this relationship is impossible.
Why God, why?
Why did you take her away from me?
So far away from me that I started hating myself?
Now She HATED ME !!!

Now that you took away my soul,
I just want to tell you that I still love her.
The hatred you tried to build in me dint last for seconds also.
You totally changed me oh God.
But, my feelings for her were untouchable to you.

Those feelings still lie deep inside.
I still love her.
Do whatever you can to stop this feeling.
But God, thanks a lot for teaching me how to live without SOUL !!!!

"Your voice saying "Hi Samm," still impacts my heart;
Remembering you makes my heart skip few beats."
Love you till death.

--Dedicated to my first and only love...

By Saimish Desai.
("Samm" for her...)