Friday, December 01, 2006

She...



God.............. WHY???
anyways, u played such a cute-sweet prank with me.
I really loved your prank.

Remember the girl you sent for me?
On seeing her, I felt like I was standing on the beach and she'd hit me hard like a tsunami wave.
I loved her, and I still do...
Why did you take that angel back from me?

The day I saw that cute thing, she was wearing my favorite color- WHITE !!!
That day, I just saw her innocence.
I feel that no girl can ever beat her innocence.

A girl so beautiful;
innocence mixed with her beauty.
with some attitude as well as her smile.
And the best ingredient you mixed is still unknown.
WHAT WAS IT THAT TOOK ME AWAY FROM MYSELF?
There was something that made me attract her.
Her face, her smile, her innocence, her attitude,
well, I really don't know what made me freeze on seeing her?
I don't know what made me fall in the deep abyss?
I kept falling and falling for her.
As if this is never gonna end.

Finally I asker her out!
Guess what?
10 days later she said yes !!!

YES YES YES, YEA YEA, YIPPEE !!!

And this day, Earth started rotating backwards.
Or maybe I noticed the Earth's rotation after she said yes.

God, I felt you gave me a reason to breathe.
My heart also stopped beating few seconds when I saw her.
The 3 words she uttered daily were like EVERYTHING POSSIBLE to me.
I was affected by some disease called love.
And she was like the medicine for it.

But this relationship is impossible.
Why God, why?
Why did you take her away from me?
So far away from me that I started hating myself?
Now She HATED ME !!!

Now that you took away my soul,
I just want to tell you that I still love her.
The hatred you tried to build in me dint last for seconds also.
You totally changed me oh God.
But, my feelings for her were untouchable to you.

Those feelings still lie deep inside.
I still love her.
Do whatever you can to stop this feeling.
But God, thanks a lot for teaching me how to live without SOUL !!!!

"Your voice saying "Hi Samm," still impacts my heart;
Remembering you makes my heart skip few beats."
Love you till death.

--Dedicated to my first and only love...

By Saimish Desai.
("Samm" for her...)

7 comments:

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Anonymous said...

have been thru the same thing!!

Trust in God !!

Anonymous said...

thts what I meant.. its a touchin post..u hve written it beautifully

Unknown said...

i understand ur feeling sammy, i ve been thru it! i can feel wat ur going thru, but don worry!! don lose hope... u know sammy the truth is i can jus console u by words but wat exactly u feel its only u kow abt it!! the person who cries knows trhe pain and no 1 else and th 1 who ;aughs knows the happiness nad no 1 else..... way to go my uncle sammy,im there with u don worry apun hai na chotey!! ur article is ur hearts mirror, talking abt it!!

Anonymous said...

saimish i dont wanna comment on ur blog but just wanted others to know what u feel for love... this is the best ever way in which a love story has been written.. u have filled everything in it.. happiness, sadness, passion and everything about it, love.. i likes reading ur blog..

Anonymous said...

saimish i dont wanna comment on ur blog but just wanted others to know what u feel for love... this is the best ever way in which a love story has been written.. u have filled everything in it.. happiness, sadness, passion and everything about it, love.. i likes reading ur blog..

Anonymous said...

samm i dont wanna comment on ur blog but just wanted others to know what u feel for love... this is the best ever way in which a love story has been written.. u have filled everything in it.. happiness, sadness, passion and everything about it, love.. i likes reading ur blog.. LOV U