Att-it-tude !!!

Yeah, I got attitude !!!

Its better you get lost coz I dont care a damn about you being here.

I look good, I got brains, and I got ATTITUDE !!!

I got every damn reason to be proud of myself,
and I got every damn reason to show you are nothing in comparision with me.

Who cares even if u feel insulted?

This is what I am, and this is what I'm gonna be.

I wont change for you.
If you want to change, than you do; I wont.

You are the most annoying creature,
You eat my brains away, dint somebody else tell you?

I hate your presence.

To hell with u, just get lost.

I'm the only greatest person alive on the filthy planet.

I GOT ATTITUDE, BEAT IT !!!

Christmas Eve- A Day for Celebrations !!!

People's Day

Even though Christmas is on 25th December,
the excitement begins from the first day of December.
CRAZE FOR CHRISTMAS !!!

People go shopping;
They want to buy gifts for everyone close to them.
Malls are well decorated and full of gifts.
People shop, and shop, and shop.

Weekends in December are for decorating the houses.
Big Christmas trees are decorated with lights.
Stockings hanging on the fireplace,
as if the stockings are waiting for Santa to come and fill them up with gifts.

The gifts are packed and kept nicely under the tree,
with a warning saying- DO NOT OPEN UNTIL CHRISTMAS EVE !!!

SANTA IS COMING TO TOWN !!!

Few people believe in Santa.
Much older people than them don't believe in Santa.
Adults are Santa, and elder people than them look like Santa.

Just like others, even I'm waiting for Christmas Eve.
and for the reader's- here we go...

HO HO HO, Merrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry Christmas !!!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS !!!

What's Mine??

The Day I step out of home on the dry land,
I know its not mine.
The air I breathe, I know its not mine.

Than What's Mine?

The Sun doesn't shine specially for me.
The Moon doesn't glow only for me.
The Sky is not blue cause I wanted it to be that way.
All Sun, Moon, and the Sky are not mine.

Than What's Mine?

Summers come,
followed by leaves shedding in autumn.
Time for spine-chilling winters.
Finally, the leafy Spring.
But, nothing is mine.

Than What's Mine?

You are the one I cared for, r u mine?
You are the one I loved, r u mine?

Day starts by getting up,
Surviving, and finally,
Bedtime.

I was the one who started creating the palace of hearts. After creating, I started destroying it myself. I made everyone mine,
But, No one was able to make me their's.

Thank You people for atleast calling me your own Sammy !!!

She...

God.............. WHY???
anyways, u played such a cute-sweet prank with me.
I really loved your prank.

Remember the girl you sent for me?
On seeing her, I felt like I was standing on the beach and she'd hit me hard like a tsunami wave.
I loved her, and I still do...
Why did you take that angel back from me?

The day I saw that cute thing, she was wearing my favorite color- WHITE !!!
That day, I just saw her innocence.
I feel that no girl can ever beat her innocence.

A girl so beautiful;
innocence mixed with her beauty.
with some attitude as well as her smile.
And the best ingredient you mixed is still unknown.
WHAT WAS IT THAT TOOK ME AWAY FROM MYSELF?
There was something that made me attract her.
Her face, her smile, her innocence, her attitude,
well, I really don't know what made me freeze on seeing her?
I don't know what made me fall in the deep abyss?
I kept falling and falling for her.
As if this is never gonna end.

Finally I asker her out!
Guess what?
10 days later she said yes !!!

YES YES YES, YEA YEA, YIPPEE !!!

And this day, Earth started rotating backwards.
Or maybe I noticed the Earth's rotation after she said yes.

God, I felt you gave me a reason to breathe.
My heart also stopped beating few seconds when I saw her.
The 3 words she uttered daily were like EVERYTHING POSSIBLE to me.
I was affected by some disease called love.
And she was like the medicine for it.

But this relationship is impossible.
Why God, why?
Why did you take her away from me?
So far away from me that I started hating myself?
Now She HATED ME !!!

Now that you took away my soul,
I just want to tell you that I still love her.
The hatred you tried to build in me dint last for seconds also.
You totally changed me oh God.
But, my feelings for her were untouchable to you.

Those feelings still lie deep inside.
I still love her.
Do whatever you can to stop this feeling.
But God, thanks a lot for teaching me how to live without SOUL !!!!

"Your voice saying "Hi Samm," still impacts my heart;
Remembering you makes my heart skip few beats."
Love you till death.

--Dedicated to my first and only love...

By Saimish Desai.
("Samm" for her...)

Whats LIFE?

A lot of things go unquestioned,
A lot of questions go unanswered,
A few Words go unsaid, few unheard.
Some dreams born dead,
some burnt alive.
Thats LIFE !!!

Mithibai !!

Mithibai, Mithibai, Mithi Mithi Mithibai.
(this call always lifts all Mithibaite spirits)

Three Years of Degree Course.
For Mithibaites; first year, followed by first year again.
Then second year, the second attempt of the second year is the time to get serious.
Somehow we manage to pass.
We never attend any lectures but we know that our name will NEVER be on the BLACK-LIST !!

After struggling and reaching final year, we are back to chai-wala asking for "cutting."
The Canteen is a place we spend more than 8 hours a day.
We call it as the "hangout place." Where we all meet.
For Mithibaites, the most trusted person near them is Anna's of the canteen.
He is more trustworthy than our best friends.
Now we are the final year students.
We want to rule the college as if we are a dictator.
Or MAYBE we want to treat our juniors the same way our seniors treated us.
Finals- thats fun. No one knows what they want in life.
Who knows the meaning of the word career?
I NEVER KNEW. Anyways, WHO CARES?

Boards start in february last weeks.
First two weeks goes at xerox shop collecting notes and sorting them out.
Third week goes in asking professors whats important to study.
When exams come, exactly at 3am we call our friends; seeking for the 2 most important question on which our entire future is base. "Kitna Padha?"
And while writing the papers, all thats in our mind are few lines like.
"Oh God, she took 2 supplements",
"He is not even looking up",
"Kitna likhega, chal baahar aa"

Thats how my three prescious yearwent.
Sports, Events, Festivals, Cultural activities, Social services.
Everything except studying.
But still proud to say that I'm a Mithibaite !!!
And here is the best part.
I SCORED A FIRST CLASS !!!!!

Do write to me if you miss your college,
Now all whats left is MEMORIES !!
I'm with you and asking myself the same question which you also asking yourself;
"Why the heck did I pass?"

Friends !!!

Friends are the most addicting creatures ever known,
and friendship is a wonderful feeling.
Its like, how happy a kid gets on seeing his/her mom?

A friend is some person who carries all your sorrows,
and just cares to see you smile with all 32 seen.
Good feelings or bad emotions,
Friends are always part of whatever you do.
They should always be trusted.

I have friend(s) whom I admire dearly.
They take all the emotions I carry just by using the same common words,
"Don't worry, I will always be there for you."
Now thats what I feel is called true-friendship.

This article is dedicated to all my friends..
And specially to those who want me to be something..

I remember very well how I met you.
All I wanted is to make friends with you.
And you thought I was some big-time loser, right?

It started well.
We met again, and again.
We banged so often into eachother.
Personally as well as online.
And I loved it so much,
I always wondered when would we bang again?

You were so funny, or maybe you thought I was funny?
Suddenly, without realizing, we came so close.
I wondered, were you some Angel sent my God?
I feel the answer is YES...

You heard my laughs.
You heard my craps.
And Friend,
You even heard my cries.

I love you my friend.
for being the best human I ever met,
for supporting me when I was down,
for keeping my secrets within you,
In a way,
for everything you did for me.

I wont tell you to trust me.
But never misjudge me.
I smile coz of you.

I'm a letter and you are my stamp.
I wont reach to any height if you leave me.

Anything for you, Everything for you.
All I ask for is your friendship.
All I care is for you.

Friends Forever !!!

Loneliness !!

Its just like falling in a pit which never ends...

People come to life and then die.
Some say we have 7 lives, some just dont believe in all that.

We all have a mother who can even question God for us; many have a father also who breathe for his kids breath...
They take care of us from the day we step on this cruel world, till either their or our prescence.

We know that they are always there for us; then why do we feel LONELY ?

Loneliness is just a feeling.
Than why does this feeling makes life so uneasy to survive?

Afterall everyone whom we like is not going to stay with us forever.
Every person got a life of their own.
"MISS YOU" are the only 2 words finally used.

Loneliness !!!
People cry during lonely nights.
People pull their hairs.
People sit in a corner by asking themselves the question "WHEN"
People go depressed.

They dont like sunlight which they always asked for.
They dont like the moon which they felt was romantic.
They dont like the breeze at the beach.
They dont like to even breathe...

Is this what people call loneliness ?
The answer is YES !!!

Its so easy to laugh at people who cries at nights.
They dont know that someday or the other, they are gonna be in the same place.
And when others laugh at those people;
they would also use the words "MISS YOU" and ask themselves the same question "WHEN"

Funny word.................. LIFE !!!

Friends -- I dint write this 1

Raah dekhi thi is din ki kabse

Aage ke sapne saja rakhe the naa jaane kab se

Bade utavale the yahaan se jaane ko

Zindagi ka agla padaav paane ko

Par naa jane kyon ..dil mein aaj kuch aur aata hai

Waqt ko rokne ka jee chahta hai

Jin baaton ko lekar rote the

Aaj un par hansi aati hai

Na jaane kyun aaj un palon ki yaad aati hai

Kaha karta tha ..badi mushkil se chaar saal seh gaya

Par aaj kyun lagta hai ki kuch peeche reh gaya

Kahi ankahi hazaaron baatein reh gayi

Na bhoolne wali kuch yaadein reh gayi

Meri taang ab kaun kheecha karega

Sirf mera sar khane kaun mera peecha karega

Jahaan 2000 ka hisaab nahin wahaan 2 rupay ke liye kaun ladega

Kaun raat bhar saath jag kar padega

Kaun fail hone par dilasa dilayega

Kaun galti se number aane par gaaliyaan sunayega

Barish mein coffee kis ke saath piyoonga

Wo haseen pal ab kis ke saath jiyoonga

Aise dost kahaan milenge jo khaai mein bhi dhakka de aayein

Par fir tumhein bachane khud bhi kood jayein

Meri ghazlon se pareshaan kaun hoga

Kabhi muje kisi ladki se baat karte dekh hairaan kaun hoga

Professors ke PJ par RAKSHAS ki tarah kaun hansega

"Shart mein haarne wale ki treat"..is chakkar mein ab kaun fansega

Stage par ab kis ke saath jaoonga

Juniors ko faltoo ke lectures kaise sunaonga

Doston ke liye professor se kab lad payenge

Kya hum ye fir kar payenge

Raat ko 2 baje pohe khane kaun jayega

3 gilaas lassi peene ki shart kaun lagayega

Kaun mujhe meri kabiliyat par bharosa dilayega

Aur jyada hawa mein udne par zameen pe layega

Bas ek baat se dar lagta hai doston

Hum ajanabi na ban jayein doston

Zindagi ke rangon mein dosti ka rang feeka na pad jaye

Kahin aisa na ho doosre rishton ki bheed mein dosti dum tod jayye

Zindagi mein milne ki fariyaad karte rehna

Agar na mil sakein to kam se kam yaad karte rehna

Chahe jitna hanslo aaj mujh par, mein bura nahi manooga

Is hansi ko apne dil mein basa loonga

Aur jab yaad aayegi tumhari, yahi hansi lekar thoda muskura loonga

Written by someone special, posted by me !!

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile,
so when you are lonely, remember it's true,
Somewhere there's someone who's thinking of you.

Following your Footsteps !!

DAD !!

There is not just 1 word to describe you.
Dad, Father, Papa, Daddy.
All that's you.. so, who am I ?

All I can say is I wanna follow your footsteps.
I can never stop thanking you till I die !!

I really dont know how I was born ?
I was just told that were the most happiest person when I was born.
And from the day I was born; all you cared was about me.

You have done everything for me.
You educated me, and showed me how to live LIFE !!
You faught with the whole world for me..

You worked for days and night for me;
Just that I have a goodnight sleep.
You sometimes yelled at me;
Just that when I grow up, I dont face any problems.
You did everything for the sake of me being happy.

I'm sorry that I considered friends more important than you.
I'm sorry that I faught with you over my career.
I'm sorry that I misunderstood you in everything you did for me.

You are the one who gave me these eyes to see the beauties of nature.
You are the one who gave me this mouth to communicate with people.
You are the one who gave me these ears to listen to the sound of music.
You are the one who gave me a name with which people knows me who I'm..

I just want to tell you that I love you so much.
I just cant see you unhappy from the eyes you gave me.
I just want to tell you that when I grow up,
You are my idol and I want to follow your footsteps

I want to follow your footsteps,
and I want to breathe under your shade.
This world means nothing to me except you.

Thank you for everything you gave me Papa.
Thank you for everything you did for me Papa.
Thank you coz I breathe coz of you.
Thank you for this LIFE you gave me...

Hey friends, that's My Father.
And I'm feel so proud to say there is no one like him in the whole world.
Just following your footsteps Dad !!!

Dedicated to Mr. Desai,
from Mr. Desai (part 2) !!!

My Twin !!

This one is for you Ashish..

I never was alone,
i had a kid just like me when I was born,
I never what does loneliness means ?
I never knew I would miss u so much now.
I just love my past and the days I spent with u.
I'm just waiting for u to cross borders and come and stay with me.

Those Childhood Days.
Troubled everyone a lot.
Remember, we were called missiles, chargers.
Remember, we used to do everything together ?
When u fell sick, I would get sick.
When u got stitches, I got stitches.
We used to wear the same matching clothes.
We were so much used to eachother.
The day you got sick and you missed school,
all I used to think was about U !!
We have seen the same movies together,
We used to kick eachother before going to bed.
So much of hatred towards eachother.
But at the end, we used to cry for eachother.
We have seen this cruel world together.

But now Bro, I miss U !!
Come here please ?
Sorry that I misunderstood you,
Sorry I said so much to you.
Ashish, I hate you, but I love you..

I'm really missing that person who has been with me in my good and bad times.
That person who grew up holding my hands.
We just got our DNA's as different, but we are reflections of eachother.
Stay happy where ever you are my bro.

I smile when you smile..
MY TWIN !!!

Who Cares ??

WHO CARES ???

Born coz of my parents.
Got a Simple life,
Started Living,
Started by crying,
Walking, Running,
Cycling, Playing,
The thing called education came along the way,
did that also.
Made Friends,
Helped People,
Stood for most of them.
Started working,
Started Living alone...

Now I'm alone,
No one cares for me except my parents,
and few friends who have the same ideas just as I do.
Those who trust me.
Those who get happy when I do.
Those who really care for me..
I care for them..
Rest,,,,,,,, who cares ??

I dont care if the world rotates or not.
I dont care if the wind blows across me or not.
I dont care if I get oxygen or not.
I dont care for sleep.
I dont care if u dint like this article.

I know I cared all my life, but now I just dont care.
I just care for my family and few friends.
I'm still the same Sammy for u.
But for this world, i just dont care !!

Mumma's Boy !!

Oh yes, I'm a Mumma's Boy.
Yes, I Love my Mom more thn anyone else.
So this Blog is for You Mom...

You showed Me the word called "LIFE"
You held my hands & taught me how to walk.
You showed me to read and write.
You showed me to cross the road.
You knew that I was hungry before I could say it.
Whenever I needed someone, You were there.

Sorry I thought that you never liked me.
Sorry I thought that you were never kind to me.
Sorry I threw the milk down the sink.
Sorry for hurting You all the time.

I never realised the hard work you did behind me & raised me from a kid to a man people know.
You sang to me when I was not able to sleep.
You were there when I cried for things I dont even remember now.
You were there during my first day for school.
You were on time to pick me from school.
You were there in all my prescious moments in life.

Now I stand alone and look back,
Yes, You are still there standing at the same place but miles away from me in a different corners of the world.
I really miss those tender hands,
that warm hug you used to give me,
Your first kiss was mine in the morning.
I miss all those special moments I spent with You

I know I told You a million times that I love You.
But today, and everyday, I want to tell you that I really Love You more than anyone else in this world. And Will pray to God to keep you safe from all evils. And I promise to You that I will make You so Proud that you would say "thats my child"

Always with You,
Love You a Lot,
Your Own Creation,
Saimish !!!

Please dont cry, seeing tears in your eyes makes me cry !!
Love You Mom !!