I walk alone

Under the moon light,
I walk alone.
Chasing a distant shadow,
not on a land I own.

It's an open field,
I walk alone.
Fear and Hope,
both emotions have grown.

I come across creepy trees,
and the past midnight breeze.
The night crickets chirping,
is spine-chilling all I know.

I don't know how far I have to go,
that I have lost my way.
The night looks unnerving,
and it is here to stay.

Have I reached so far or close?
there is no way I would know.
I hear howling at a distant,
and it frightens me till my core.

Should I stop now?
or continue to chase this Shadow?
Finding it reunites me with my soul.
For which, I walk alone.

One Day

One day
In autumn time
Flows the wind
A pleasant breeze


One day
In autumn time
Falls a leaf
The autumn leaf


One day
In autumn time
We walk a beach
The autumn chills


One day
In autumn time
We hold our hands
Forever a promise


- Saimish Desai

The Happiness Within

This love is bliss
The best I ever felt
The happiness within
Is a gift for this soul.

This girl is my wife
The one I live for
The happiness within
Is a blessing to my life.

This marriage is a promise
The one I made to her
The happiness within
Is every bit of me and her.

My Princess

My dreams came true.
As my bad times adieu.
She walked towards me,
My princess, my virtue.

I've always wished for her.
In every dream I say "I do"
She held my hands,
My princess, my tattoo.

I'm wrapped around her arms,
My life is very true.
She sat on my lap.
My princess, my strawberry fondue.

Today, I'm gonna marry her.
My little sunshine love cube.
She kissed my forehead,
My queen, my fortune.

- for my love, Rima

FACE ME!

I had a huge list of wishes.
I'm sure you read my face.

I prayed O'mighty Lord;
Just like other souls.
I had faith in you O'mighty lord.
though I was treated like fouls.

Those who were thirsty,
were given lakes full of water.
Those who came to you Lord,
walked out with happiness forever.

When they prayed,
you showered them with stars.
When I bent down to pray,
all I had on my knees were scars!

I know how to break down and cry lord;
which I've done enough

I've understood this little much Lord;

that I myself am brave enough!

Throw me in a cage,
but do not disrespect me.
Better not mess with me or else,
you would have to face ME!

Thank You!

Thank you Maa, coz finally I started doing things by myself.

I wake up when its still dark outside, not 12 noon like before.
I make my own breakfast, and nowadays I prefer coffee with toast.
I have to drive my car around, trains were a preferred choice.
I eat lunch alone Maa, and dream of home-cooked rice.

I miss you Maa, and those morning good-luck kisses.
I miss you Maa, when no one calls to find out what I had for lunch.
I miss you Maa, when I walk in my empty home.
I miss you Maa, when I sit alone and stare in open space.

I found my road Maa.
I found my treasure.
I found a girl Maa,
She will be my wife.

I promise I'll fly high Maa,
I promise I won't ever fall down.
I promise what you always wanted from me, Maa.
I'll be that smile, in every person's life.

Love you,

Saimish Desai

p.s. - Happy Woman's Day!

MY LOVE

when I first saw her, I lost my breath.
when I got to know her, I lost my heart.
when I hug her, I get lost around her arms.
Now, I plan to marry her and lose myself.

no one would notice anything

I sit in a corner, on my butt.
I lift my knees till chin, and lock them up.
Lights are off, and room is silent.
Eyes are filled with tears, which dry before I cry!

Its always been this way.
And I think its wrong.
What's going on since last 20 centuries,
is possibly wrong.

I've been falling in abyss,
Ever since I was born.
With a little light I see,
Every passing soul laughs at me.

I know those people,
I've lived with them.
Few of those bunch,
Were my best friends.

I think life would easier.
If I was stuck in pit with venomous pythons.
I ain't scared of death,
its just the matter of time.

Waiting for God,
in case he exists.
Also ready to become,
Satan's favorite child.

Just take me out of here.
and rip my body apart.
Break me into pieces,
and just have a look
(no one would notice anything)

My Home

The voices I hear at a distance, are calling my name.
The air that touches, always has a message to claim.
The people I left, are still doing the same.
I miss my home, I wanna visit again.

The hand of my mother, shivers in pain.
The help of my friends, a promise forever maintain.
A stranger on the other side of the road, still smiles without knowing your name.
I do miss my home, I wanna visit again.

The smell of my soil, my land is not plain.
The taste of my food, a craving food-lane.
The picture of my country, a growing frame.
I actually miss my home, I wanna visit again.

The Auto-rickshaw, and the local train.
The multi-culture shared, a honorable gain.
The innocence of my people, a very big pain.
I madly miss my country, I wanna visit again.

Oh my DEeR !

I saw her, and she saw me.
I held her by her waist, and she had her hand on my shoulder.
we danced, and people laughed.
....... and this is when our love story began.

I feel like I've been robbed.
Money is still there, but heart is gone.
She took everything away from me,
She is mine, "My Terrorizing Beauty" !

I see the dark cloud above my head.
I feel like I'm hanging over a bridge, with only a thread.
My heart and soul are gone, and so is my mind.
Oh yes I agree, that love is blind.

She punches me, in every dream.
But first I hug her, and later I scream.
Cyclone and Thunderstorm are nothing.
She is the one who makes my head go spinning.

She has my heart, and my soul.
She got me, under her control.
She is my love, and my life.
She is my girlfriend, and she owns me right.

- Saimish Desai

Lover Boy

Her sound sleep was disturbed when she heard a thud.
it was 7am on a Saturday morning, and her child was up.
She whispered to herself, "oh boi, hez up to the weekend routine"
and quickly got up and looked out of her window.

She could see the boy running in the backyard.
and he ran towards the tree and started digging.
She saw that he kept something.
Later, he covered it with mud.

When she went in kitchen to prepare breakfast for him.
He was still outside, but removing empty bottles from trash can.
but when he walked in from the backdoor, and she looked at him.
That bit of dirt on his face spoke the boy's true heart.

The boy had a crush over her ex-neighbor.
ever since he was 5 years old, and she was 11.
But she moved to a place which was far from his.
and it was a lil more than 2 years now.

Mother finally asked the boy.
"What you did since morning"
Boy filled his eyes with excitement,
and went on and on about his plans to bring the girl back.

Ever Saturday morning, he would write love notes to her,
Nicely fold em, and put em in an empty bottle.
Get big balloons ready,
and also making friends with pigeons.

Sunday would also be his busy day.
As he had to throw bottles in ocean.
and also Love-Notes tied on Pigeons and Balloons.
and make preparations for next weekend.

Father was fed up of him.
Mother would still encourage him and buy him balloons.
This way, he never lost his hope of getting her back.
... and one fine day, she calls him saying what she saw;
a pigeon with a balloon in mouth, sitting on top of a bottle.

Blessed Love

I thought I was getting closer to the dream I had wished to attain,
I thought I had found what I wanted…an unqualified love for someone!
It seemed like his aura passed through mine, touching all my senses
I knew this would happen from the moment I got to know him
I felt that I almost touched an entity that has created this world, through him

Just like a garden full of fragrant flowers gives out varied hues n fragrance,
His presence spreads bliss and elation.
He can be loved for so many reasons and the reasons would only transmit more love for him.

It’s rightly said loving someone deeply, changes your life for good
Loving him completely has shown me sanctity.
I know that I’d love him till the end of this universe for he’s the one who makes me happy and content.
A present of this kind should be treasured ….And so I wish to cherish this token of love forever…

- written by Janki Desai

unconditional loves' unexpressed feelings !

Finally he screamed it out to her.
"I love you"
...and he woke up.
Yes, this was his dream !

His heart was beating faster
He was short of breath.
He was sweating a lot.
Finally he got himself together,
and started thinking about his past.

He was three when he first saw her.
First Day of school, and love.
She sat next to him in class.
Maybe her pony-tail took away his heart.

He didn't know what love was.
So asked his Grandma for help.
She giggled a bit, but gave him a secret advice.
and he really wished is she accepted her cookie and smiled.

He didn't grab his courage.
He already knew he had much of it.
He opened his Nemo-Tiffin-Box and walked straight to her.
She actually accepted his cookie and smiled :)

Everyone knew,
as times flew,
the trees grew,
and so did the two...

For him, she was the one he loved.
For her, he was her best friend.
For their parents, they were born for a reason.
For me, they were meant to fall in love.

and this way, high school came to an end.
it was time for college, and to say good bye.
He wanted to be a doctor whereas,
she her best qualities was as an artistic painter.

He finally finished his studies.
So did she finish her college.
He would often stare at her from across the street.
But she forgot about his existence.

Boy met this girl.
Girl met this boy.
Boy was always in love with her.
Girl found her best friend (again)

He rubbed his eyes and got off his bed.
Went to the kitchen, and grabbed a cup of water.
Held it in front of him, and tried to drink it.
Started staring it, and forgot his thirst.

Next day, he walked to her.
Had no need to grab his courage.
He knew he always had it.
Opened his cookie jar and asked her to open it.

....... and there was a wedding ring in there.

- Janki Desai & Saimish Desai

blACk ShAdoWs

He was sleeping for sure,
when he heard this noise.
It was a cry of a child.
But, it sounded like an echo.

He looked up to check the time.
It was 2:13am sharp.
He got up from his bed, to see who is crying?
But all he saw was heavy rains.

So he went back to bed,
but took him hours to sleep.
Next morning he woke up and came to know,
that his neighbor was dead.

He went for the funeral.
He prayed for peace.
But something was strange in that morning-air.
Something which he never felt before.

He left for home sooner.
and had his dinner early.
and when he went in the basement to fix the bulb.
and there they were.

He felt that he was surrounded.
by few dark shadows.
which moved around him,
as every step he took in fear.

He could not believe his sight.
as they moved without a noise.
and this was for real.
and not just a thought, but fright.

His spine shivered.
with his eyes wide open.
he ran upstairs,
and next thing to see was him running in the snow.

He tried sleeping that night too.
but again, getting disturbed at 2:13am
and  this time he found out who was crying.
which surprisingly turned out to be a black cat, in pain.

Early morning,
he heard his friend's father died.
he could not believe this.
and cursed the rains, coz they are unlucky.

But deep within, he knew that there was something.
or someone, that was warning him.
those dark shadows from the basement,
and  the echoed cry of the cat meant something.

That night,
he went downstairs by himself.
he started questioning the shadows.
and the answer was understood, rather than heard.

Now, he is their friend.
and the Cat doesn't cries any more.
The shadows also stopped disturbing him.
Did God really bless him?

Spotlight

 

Once upon a time in far far west, John was working late in his theater.

He was upstairs in the light room, listening to Sinatra.

Suddenly, he hears footsteps walking up the stage.

He turns on his spotlight, and focuses that way.

It was a feminine perfection dressed in white.

She covered her face, as the light was too bright.

The music, the stage, and the spotlight,

made her dance, with a reason for the new moonlight.

Her amazing grace, and presence of simplicity,

were like a big stunner for his sight.

Her performance so elegant,

Made up for the hardest work of his night.

John ran downstairs to meet her.

But she had disappeared from there.

He sighed, and started wondering about it.

He knew she was his gonna-be with.

Next night, she came again,

as he turned on the spotlight .

She danced her heart under that light.

But before he could reach her, she was gone.

Who is this girl?

What does she want?

is she some angel?

But a pretty one :)

God sends an angel to every human being.

With a shiny golden box of hope.

It is up to us to neglect gold, and seek for hope...

~ The Truth ~

I miss you more and more each day.
No matter how hard I try to let go of you…
You stay with me everyday.
I wake up thinking of you.
I go to sleep dreaming about you.

I want this to stop!

Because… It’s getting harder and harder, to go through each day.

Being here without you...
And, the thought of us never being together hurts me even more.


You think I am cold towards you.
You think I am harsh to you.
You think I am being rude…by not offering you sweet words.
I know how you feel…
You may think I don’t feel the same…anymore.
But, you don’t realise how much I want you.

The truth is I never stopped loving you…
I just stopped showing it…
Thinking it would make things better between us.

But, no.

Thinking of you being with someone else and loving her, and not me, the same way…hurts me even more… When we meet…it makes me happy to just hear from you...and see your smile…to hear your voice. But it frustrates me when we argue…over silly things…and misunderstand each other…

It’s the distance to blame!

I know love has no boundaries…
But the truth is… this is our boundary.
And the saddening truth about this is that we may not be able to cross it…
Till then….for as long as I would wish…we could stay friends…if not best…at least good friends.

I love you, and miss you.
And will cherish you even more each day.
Till the end.


-Pea.Jay-

A Pocket Full of Dreams

Sweetheart,

Let me pull out the moon from my pocket;
and paint it brighter, only for you.

Let me jump and grab some of those stars;
and stick it on the gift I got, for you.

I have your favorite chocolate in my pocket.
Let me ask the Lil Teddy to hold it, for you.

Let me save this Red Rose I bought.
and draw a love symbol, only for you.

Let me light those heart-shaped candles I got.
and make some dinner tonight, only for you.

Let me kiss your cheeks, first left then right.
and wish goodnight, to you.

Let me draw few curves early morning.
and paint them with 7even colors, only for you.

Let me bring a smile on your face.
and make everything alright for you.

Let me hold your hand, as you look in my eyes.
and propose to you...... I love you :)


Written by - Saimish Desai & Suhani Jhawar.

it's all about you

it's all about you
it always has been
this is nothing new
you knew it from within

what is life to you
is the same life to me
the reason why you're so blue
is only you, you gotta agree

the sun is as bright for you
as bright it looks to me
only you know what is true
because you're the one who has the key

it's all about you
it always has been
this is nothing new
you knew it from within

an innocent child's happiness,
a newlywed couples promises.
even you have a heart
then why do we think so apart

you thought you were strong
now you know you are wrong
in the end what matters is the truth
and this life you lived is your truth

it's all about you
it always has been
this is nothing new
you knew it from within

- Ritika Kothari & Saimish Desai.

The Woman in Red

I still remember that day,
it has been a long way.
That pretty Woman in Red.
Had Stole my heart away.

Her hair was black and straight.
With few touching her right face.
Her lips were tender red,
I was waiting for her to embrace.

It was meant to be a date.
I told her that she was looking great.
She blushed with those mascara-filled eyes.
with a big smile, for which I didn't have to wait.

All I did after ordering food was stare.
and poor her, had me to bear.
She raised her elbow to the table top.
with 4 fingers on her chin, she started to stare.

The whole date was filled with fun and joy.
her sight was the best I could see with my eye.
her laugh was like that of a mischievous toddler.
but it was time to drop her home and wish goodbye.

So I drove her home, real slow.
and when we reached, we were both so low.
she said thanks, and walked towards the door.
but stopped at the porch, turned back, and smiled.
AND I KNEW OUR PRESENT AND FUTURE!!!

I had a limited knowledge about love

I had a limited knowledge about love.
Until I found out that love never ends.

It's like a feeling from the past.
Its assumed to last, but sometimes you just don't get it.

Expressing is important.
But then, words and sounds are trivial modes of expression.

Color to resemble love is red.
But once in love, makes life even more colorful.

It's totally a beautiful pleasurable dream.
But feels like an intense storm of joy.

Miles of Smiles in love.
But it still starts with a tear of happiness.

God is just an observer.
The one who created this love is you.

~~~ till the top ~~~

I remember the story of this child.
He was shown few pictures of a mountain so far,
and told him that he has to climb it to achieve eternal bliss.

It started since the day he was born.
He was well trained in school, and college.
He knew very well what needs to be done during situations.

Now the day had come.
He wore his shoes, and started walking.
He was so dedicated that he would not stop for anything.

While walking, he met few people.
He made friendship with them.
He even got related with few.
They helped him along his way.

He faced the hot sun for few months.
Followed by heavy rains.
Followed by wind chills and snow storms.
But nothing affected his dedication.

After few years,
he finally reached till the top of the mountain.
and there he felt the eternal bliss.

Now ----

He looks back,
but he doesn't see any familiar faces.

He went to search for his friends,
but no one wants to talk to him anymore.

He went to his relatives,
but they don't respect him anymore.

so was his dedication a joke?
or is this pure jealousy against the dedication of a successful position?

- Saimish Desai

Without [yew]

I woke up during a blue black morning.
I looked around, but couldn't see yew.

I waited till dawn,
then stepped outside in my cold backyard.
There were so many leaves fallen down.
I called your name loud, for help.
but I couldn't hear yew back.

Few hours later it started snowing.
I ran in the bedroom in joy.
but I couldn't talk to yew.
I sipped both cups of coffee alone.

I was alone the whole day.
couldn't see, hear, or talk to yew.
it was the longest day without yew.
the longest winter without yew.
it was the longest life, without [yew]

... and she asked if I would ever miss her?

When I look at my cellphone,
and see your name and number in my list,
I miss you.
I call and hang up right away...

When I drive to work,
and see an ugly yellow car,
I miss you.
I smile and drive by.

When I have my lunch,
and its pizza with lots of cheese,
I miss you.
I pause for 2 minutes, and continue eating.

When I'm sitting on a swing,
and the other swing is empty,
I miss you.
I look at the sky and sigh.

When I watch TV and try to grab popcorn from the bowl,
and I see that there is no bowl,
I miss you.
I close my eyes for few seconds, open it, and continue with my show again.

When I'm about to fall on my bed,
and I see my phone, but you still didn't call.
I miss you.
I weep a bit at the end, but I do sleep peacefully...

... and she asked if I would ever miss her?

LiFe on 2nd LaSt bENCH !!

Life was the same till high school.
But later we started college.
From 1st bench to back benches was a very big jump.
But I'm glad I made it till there.

Things were VERY different back there.
I guess only a 2nd last bencher would agree.
Oh, I miss those college days.
There, we used to sleep till three.

People comment back on professor.
Music would always be on.
Radio keeps us updated.
I would know which class was going on?

Thanks to my lovely friends.
They always got food for me.
I know it was college,
But we always felt free.

*There are few people who feel college life is the BEST LIFE ---
I totally agree with them.
I wish college days never got over.
I miss my 2nd last bench days.

Shez all that

Shez all that

She there, on top of the moon.
Sitting with such an attitude that,
even the people down on the Earth think that she owns that spot.
Shez all that...

Shez sitting there with MY Voodoo Doll in one of her hand,
and a pointed needle in her other hand.
and there she shows her wicked smile.
Shez all that...

She starts poking the needle all over the Voodoo Doll,
and I could feel the pain here.
as she laughs so loud as if, everyone is forced to look at this girl.
Shez all that...

She jumps on the Earth, and hides her till dawn.
and as the Greenland spreads all over,
laughingly, She runs under the yellow bright light in her whites with hands spread wide.
Shez all that...

She makes it appear as if she is flying, but thats her, and I'm not lying.
She waits for the clouds to spread their Dark Blanket.
and as it pours, she welcomes the rain with a bow.
Shez all that...

She is a.........................

Puppets

Sometimes I feel that I'm not a human,

I feel like a puppet.

My hands are tied by someone,

and I'm hanging on somebody's hand.

I can't let go of the string also, coz...

I've reached so high with help of others, that--

if I let go, I'm gonna fall really bad.

Slap me, or even punch me hard.

I'm just a heartless thing with no feelings at all.

I'm used only to entertain people.

I dance on someone's fingers.

That's my Life - and I'm a Puppet...

Written by - Sammy Desai

Pic selection - Devika Mehta

~ Everything's Gone ~

y is there so much hatred in world?

I was never told that when I step down and start my life, I would have to face millions of unhappy moments in this very short life of mine.
I always thought that there are only happy moments.

I was never told that a heart has to go through lots of pain.
I always thought that its the most beautiful gift we got, and its meant only for loving someone.

I was never told that the brains I got would stop helping me when it comes to dealing with people.
I always thought that it would make me smarter every breath I take.

I was never told that the soul I got would be cursed for no reason.
I always thought that I was sent to do good for people, and touch their hearts.

Everything is gone now.
My soul has been cursed,
My brains have been mashed, and
My heart - it started beating me now.

is this what you really wished for me?

Goodness

That dark night just passed by
and it was a beautiful sunny morning.
The clouds were high up in the sky,
looking down at me walk by.

I crossed the whole big field.
It was golden in color coz of the sun.
I could even hear the far far birds.
and thatswhere I wanted to go - the woods...

I walked thru the woods.
All I could hear was the water, falling..
Thats where my feet are taking me.
Towards the waterfall...

I crossed the woods.
The sound of water was getting louder.
I jumped on top of the huge boulder,
and there it was - a waterfall an imagined before.

I stood there on the boulder with my hands on the waist.
Looking all over there beautiful place.
It was like a mini paradise.
Covered by woods all around, and the water - fall !!!

Everything was just so beautiful.
Until I saw a small kid there.
The Kid seemed upset,
He was crying without shedding his tears.

I walked towards him,
and told him,
"The sun is out to wish you good morning;
and even I'm here to enjoy this with you"

The small kid looked at me, and smiled.

I asked him again.
"hey lil-boy, what happened?
u seem upest,
is everything alright?

The Kid looked at me, and said...

"I don't know whats going on with me.
I've never done bad or even thought bad about anyone.
I've been there at whatsoever time they wished to see me.
still they call me a back-stabber?

When I decide to do something,
I think a lot of times.
and the decisions which I make,
are untrustable for those whom I care?

Today I regret that this World is so cruel,
and I'm so pure.
This World has done wrong with people.
and when I go to help them, they think I'm also part of this World?

I feel so lonely,
But I wont stop.
This World is killing me every second,
But, I'm breathing just to make people realize that...

-- Goodness might not be seen; but believe, and have faith.
as I'm going to prove it to you that I'm here with you."

"I'm here to show you the invisible air"

- Keep doing good. (someone will notice)

Saimish Desai

The Dark Blue Night

7 Friends,

Beach,

Late night,

Dark blue sky

Empty bottles.

Bright moonlight,

Sound of music,

Beauty of lyrics,

Laughs all the way.

Same thoughts among all

Fact or illusion?

Storm of dreams?

Moments OR Life?

The 7^th finally said – "I LIVED LIFE TODAY"

this one is for Shaina !!

The Longest Step

The Longest Step

Life starts even before we realize about things and human behavior.

It starts even before we are born, and the memories are very shabby.

- As we grow up, and are around 5 years old.

We are always waiting for either pizza, or playtime.

We think that our elders are just so stupid.

- By 10 years old,

It’s just that we are small, and we have to learn from them how to take care of stuffs.

We are little brats now.

We think that our elders are just so dumb. They don’t know anything.

- Teenage life is the considered as the most mysterious life.

This is the time when we start questioning ourselves.

We want to know the answer of all “why?” questions.

But we don’t realize what wrong we are doing at that time.

This is the perfect time to either destroy or build up our life.

We think that friends are everything.

- We are college students now.

Everyone knows that we are having fun.

Everyone knows that we started taking our first step.

Everyone knows that this is the best time of our lives.

We think that we are living our dreams.

- Now the actual first step comes in our life.

We have to find a job, buy a car, and buy a house.

We also have to get married to our mistake from high school/college.

Our socks are always torn from the bottom during this moment of life.

We struggle so hard, but as its said. “Luck favors the brave.”

Instead of thinking in our lives, now we start realizing things.

- We are well settled now, with a very good job.

Our kid is 5 years old now, and now we look at our parents and praise them.

Every single day of our lives is the same.

Monday also we ask people, “When is Friday coming?”

We realize that it’s tough to raise a kid.

- We are old now.

We might have someone to talk with.

Our kids think that we are just so dumb, and so stupid.

They think that friends are everything for them.

When our kids have their own kids, and they start realizing that we were true,

We are on our death-bed, just waiting for life to get shabby again.

Live each and every moment of life with a smile.

Cause you won’t even come to know how how soon you grow old..

"What's that noise?"
They both jump off the sofa and run in the room.

She is down on the floor, with head been hit, and
bleeding..

"Oh my God, what happened Grace?" asks Jenny
Peter screams, "GRACE! GRACE !! talk to us.."

"Maybe she passed out"

"No Peter, please don't say that..."
"Wake up Grace, WAKE UP"

Peter and Jenny, both look at the red blood on the
floor.
Jenny touches it with her palms..
She raises her hands to see the blood, and its
dripping off her hands now.

PETER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (she screams)

"Hold on Jenny, don't touch anything.. Let me call
911"

"Quickly Peter, QUICKYLY !!"
"Tell them that we need an ambulance here"

"Jenny, no time for ambulance, it would take time..
Let us only drive her to the nearest hospital"

"Peter, I feel something is wrong in this house.
I'm getting these vibrations"

"W-w-w-what could be wrong here?"

There was a loud thunder heard.
Their cat also became silent.
Total silence in the whole house.
Nothing heard at all..

Peter and Jen look towards each other slowly.
There are footsteps heard which are getting louder every step.
The bedroom door opens.
The two look towards the door astonishingly.
and there he is... walking towards them...

But you wont be coming.

I would wait there daily,
But you wont be coming.

The cool breeze will continue to hit me,
But you wont be coming.

The same silence would be heard loudly,
But you wont be coming.

The Moon would hide behind the clouds and look down at me,
But you wont be coming.

The stars would continue crying from there,
But you wont be coming.

The dark nights would keep staring at me,
But you wont be coming.

The memories would keep stabbing me every single day,
But you wont be coming.

People would come, visit, comment, and close this page,
But you...

Bethey tere khayalon main,

Kore kaagaz pe yeh paigaam likhte hai.

Kisi aur ka nahi,

Bas tumhara hi naam likhte hai.

Labhon se jo naa keh paaye,

Aaj uska imtihaan lete hai.

Ek baar aur muskura lijye,

Hamara dil aapke naam likhte hai.

Boyz will be Boyzzzzzzz

This one is for those girls who always compare themselves with boyz.

The main idea is why is this comparison?

“Boyz can do this, so can we….” Or “there is nothing as such that only boyz can do”

Now try doing this.

• We don’t mind sleeping on a sofa
• Keeping our room messy is our birthright.
• If you think our car to be stinks, we don’t.
• We can wear the same clothes for 6 continuous days
• Same pair of socks will be worn for 3 days, and 3 nights also.
• We eat with both hands.
• If in case we appreciate you, we are true; or else don’t even think that you look pretty.
• Yeah, we love sports, and can keep talking about it for hours.
• If you think we smell bad, than don’t come near us.
• Hair would be combed only if we get time.
• Shoelace would be open, cause that’s the way we like it.
• We never complain that the toilet seat is not raised, why do you?
• We love to clean our nose in public, so all can see that we are not lazy.
• Wet hands will be dried on jeans.
• Beer would be drank, cause we care for the jobs of beer company employees.
• Word “ouch” never exists.
• We would never break off with you just cause your toe nail is big.
• We fight only when we think we should. Plus, our fights are more organized, and not like yours (Bitch-Slap).
• We don’t need plate or fork and spoon to eat a piece of cake; we use hands.
• Bathing is optional.
• No Jealousy among us.
  
• Never challenge a boy in cooking. does he ever challenge you in standing and peeing?
• We HAVE TO LIE only cause you hate the truth.

Well, its a never ending argument.
Just stop comparing between two genders.
The most important thing is to be happy in life.
Drink Beer, No Fear !!!

I wanna Die - Part 2

He sees a church nearby and starts shouting: “You don’t exist, not even in that baseless church you have! You’re fake.

Once inside, he says: “God is this your justice?! All my life you gave me sorrows. Throughout my life I was lonely and I had to go through many problems. But I always went through it because I had faith. And now, when I found happiness in life, you took it away from me. Now I realized I am a complete loser. Is that my fault and is that crime? The person who made me a loser is you. The person to make me a joke in this world is you. The person who got me in this current situation is you. So I am not a loser, you are! I am not a criminal you are! I am not at fault you are! YOU it’s you! Which life’s revenge are you taking from me? Tell me? Answer me? Answer me right now and if you cannot I’ll kill myself right here and again will you be blamed for it!”

Suddenly he hears a voice saying: “All Mighty be praised.”

He looks to his right and sees a man with crutches out there praying.

Then he looked down and saw that he had no legs. And the man yet said, “All Mighty be praised.” He wasn’t crying or blaming God. He was only thanking him for everything that he does have. Then his wife came, and took him away.

This man then realized and thanked the Lord. “I got all my answers, thank you Lord! I realized how precious life is. That man’s legs were cut off and didn’t question you. He was just happy with everything else you gave him. Thank you Lord for making me realize that you do have a destiny for everyone!”

- by Ritika Kothari

Touching Horizon

Land & Ocean meets;

with a blanket of Sky over them.

They call this as their Paradise.

All over the place, this Love flies.

She is the Princess of the Ocean

He is King of his own Land.

She is a beauty of his mind.

He is whom she loves, please don't mind !!

The birds, the rivers, and the cool breeze;

are never to be stopped, just as their love..

This love spreads all over,

making Hawaii touch Japan.

The heart of the Land whispers in Oceans ears,

"Can I please hold your hands?"

Ocean never knows, what is it..

But, she is still sitting on the land...

The Land now whispers in the Oceans heart,

"Can I please feel you?"

The land now asks the Oceans cheeks,

can I please kiss you?

The land now asks the ocean,

can I please hold you?

The Ocean replies...

...yes u may

The Ocean replies, "Yes, you May"

Can anyone separate Ocean from Land?

SELECT ALL, AND READ !!!

Guyz, please don't hate me if you find this to be sad..

But I really liked it...


-Sammy Desai

An Innocent Love

He used to work really hard.
She used to miss him a lot.

Every evening, they used to take out time from their busy day,
and meet behind the farm.
Same story for 16 years.
This way, they would spend sometime together.
It was a plain simple decent innocent friendship.
They had no other friends.

He would lie down on the Earth, and face the sky,
While, she would always lie on his right shoulder, facing towards him.
All they did was hold hands, talk, tease, taunt, and smile.

One day, they met at the same place.
Today, the guy had planned to propose her.
He was going to tell her how much he loves her, and all of a sudden,
it started raining as much as if the sea raised high in air,
and fell on that small piece of land.
(maybe God was testing him?)

This didn't shook the guy at all.
He waited 16 years of his life for this day.
He did what he felt that he was born to do.
He gathered this 16 years of courage, and told her that he loves her.

The girl was shocked. (maybe she didn't expect this?)
She asked him, "how much u love me?"
he said, "more than my right hand?"
The girl smiled, but didn't say a word.
They left, and met the everyday.
Same place, same time.

The guy always told her that he loves her a lot.
But she always smiled whenever the guy told her how much he loves her.
The guy just cannot say anything. He always remained silent.

This story still continues.
What is the girls answer?
Why is the guy silent? and,
is 16 years of attraction called love?



(*Sorry friends, m not good at endings. Maybe thats why my stories have no endings)

One

An innocent smile,
A lovable heart,
A negative reply,
1 + 1 can never be 1.

A group of four,
A friendship to adore,
A reachable dream,
4 can be one.

A shining love,
Bunch of open hearts,
A happy family,
All can be one.

- Saimish Desai

(dedicated to my lovely sexy Mom)

LIFE

1st Innings

I was a good looking child. All I remember is that all girls used to pick me up, hug me, and kiss on my cheeks. I started school, wasted lots of time there. They used me for 18 years of my life only to teach me how to push buttons. I was just so happy that school was over, so I could start what they call "the best moment of entire life - college."Oh, college was so much fun. All I did for 3 years was ENJOYED !!!
Somehow !!! Okay, Somehow. Really don't know how? but I managed to pass. It was time to start the 2nd innings of my life...

2nd Innnings

The 2nd innings was pretty much the same. I worked, slogged, sweat, hurt myself, got a car of my own, house of my own, and finally a wife of my own. I was so stuck in between Kids, Job, House, Wife, and LIFE !!! I had every possible thing in this world to worry about. I turned 60, and it was time to retire. Time to play the 3rd innings of my life. Time flies really fast.

3rd Innings

I retired from those busy working days. Living life on pensions. 80 years old now. Wife dead, Kids left me.Only a big house with empty rooms, not a home. Wake up to find no one on the opposite side of bed. Waiting for salvation. Living each day as last day. Living each moment as last moment. Waiting for that morning when people would wear black, say something nice about me, bury me, and leave. Waiting for life to stop. Waiting for DEATH !!!

GAME OVER

Here I lie, dead in the coffin; 6 feet below the ground. I just want to ask you one question, and that is "What's the meaning of life?"

I wanna Die - Part 1

You taught my silent heart how to love,
then you got your love and destroyed my heart.

A man was ditched by the only thing he loved.
He didn't wanna live. He wanted to kill himself.
Well, what is life without love?
He had no one else in his life except her.
"She ditched me?" thats all could be heard from him.

He started walking up the hill.
With arms stretched and fists closed, he screamed.
"Why me Lord, why me?"
He weeped all the way up to the top.
"Where were you God?"
A cold breeze hit him hard, but he didn't stop.
"Stop that breeze and tell me, where were you when she left me?
Where were you when all my happiness was gone?"

All of a sudden it started raining.
"Stop crying God, a lot of people love you,
but no one really cares for me. I got no one except her."
Few more steps and he tripped over a rock.
"God, you showed yourself?
After all, you are also rock-hearted.
Your idols are all made of rocks.
I don't need you now, I'm going to kill myself.
and if someone is to be blamed, it has to be you.
You taught the meaning of love; the purpose of life."

-Saimish Desai


Part 2 is coming up really soon, and its gonna be written by Ritika Kothari

Subjects

Subjects are meant only to confuse people.
Lets get back to what we learned in 3rd grade.

SCIENCE

The person who taught me science is the biggest liar.
First he said that water is essential for all, everyone needs water.
I was so happy, I used to run back home so that I can drink water, as it was essential
Then later, we learned about the diseases spreading through water...

MATHEMATICS

It was so simple when they started teaching mathematics.
I mean, everyone were happy by adding 2 & 2 on their fingers, and say 4.
Then later, we learned about limits, derivatives, integrations, and Probability.
Mathematics was not just a 2 digit number anymore, it was an infinite mess of shit now.

HISTORY

History had to be the most interesting subject ever, cause it tells us what happened in past.
It was so nice to know what our ancestors did for living. Their way of hunting in the wild, and survival of the fittest. It was just so amazing.
Then later, I heard that there was a war, and the whole world took part in killing each other.
I wished that they should have crucified me also, or throw a bomb at me.

ENGLISH

I turned my eyes towards English, and thought that this is a language we speak, so it has to be good.
At start they taught me A is for Apple, and B is for Ball, and so on.
Then later, someone told me that A is for Asshole, and B is for Bitch.
I couldn't stand this language when I came to know what does that mean.

COMPUTERS

Should I start with a laugh, cause the person who invented computers was also confused as in what did he invent?
At start they showed me pictures and it was so nice to find alphabets and type as they were never in order.
Then later, I found all subjects on the internet.
I was so happy with the computer, that I could find all subjects here itself.
So I came up with a decision that Computers is my favorite subject.

Other subject were made just to confuse lil old me.
I hate these people who started these other subjects.
Now, I love Computers.

Okay guys, those who think that Internet is the biggest and the best invention created by human, than do reply to this post. If you disagree, than prove me wrong.

Its all about Sammy....

Its all about me just cause I'm just too good...

I go, I see, and they start loving me.

I always get everything, and everyone loves me.

I belong to among those lucky kind of people.

Oh Sammy Sammy Sammy.

I'm a great guy, thats what they all like about me.

Sammy is this, Sammy is that, Sammy is a perfect example of what friendship means.

Best son, best brother, best friend, and now the father too.

I'm the sun, the moon, the stars, and the wind too.

I'm their heart, and the new heartthrob of all girls.

I'm what I am, and that's what I am.

There is a lot more, but I don't feel like typing much about me.

I NEVER Brag...

Love & Peace

I've a friend who was leaving for two day trip.
I asked her to get something for me from there, and that is "smiles"
She asked for a return gift, that is Peace & Love.
Now what to do if I got smart friends like her?
I decided to act smart...

LOVE

Love is what I want from you.
But, what is love?
It's just another lively word for "Care..."

PEACE

Peace is what I want from others.
But, what is peace?
It's just another lively word for "Love..."

When You ask for both; Love & Peace,

All I could find for you is my heart...

My Peaceful heart says that you are always Loved by me...

~ Men are Weak ~

Who can prove that men are not emotional?

Men do cry, but we just don't show it.

I cried for my choice of college, but I didn't show it.
I cried when I found my first love, but I didn't show it.

We remember everything about our love...
I still remember the day I proposed her, I was unsure..
The day she said yes to me, she was in wearing blue and white..
The first time we locked fingers, both of us were scared..
Those late night phone conversations till we saw the sun..
The first date with first love, a stupid movie..
Staring each other in the middle of the class, that was fun..

I remember every moment we spent together....
I can still tell you the on which day what happened, even though its been 3 years.

Girl, I'm pretty sure that you are aware that I do remember everything.

But, why does this world never believed me or other men?

Men are weak, we cry more than you do.
Men are weak, it hurts us more than it hurts you.
Men are weak, emotional fools...

This whole article is a total truth stating that MEN ARE MORE LOYAL & ALSO THE WEAKER SEX !!!!

Men never show it, but its very much true...

The Couple

The girl finally says yes to him...

This is a very touching moment for the guy...

"Perfect Date with a breath-taking reply," he sighs.

The two decide to get married with him as her new eyes...

He is her sight, and her life...

His pure touch takes her beats away...

But happily married couple are never spared...

The hubby once gets a mail at home, which gets him worried...

Packs his bags, and is all set to leave...

Before leaving, he stops in front of her, looks at her eyes, and whispers,

"Goodbye my love, I don't know if I would be coming back or not.

My heart is yours, bit if I die, please take away my eyes and see how beautiful you really are"

The girl stops his words and falls down on her knees on the guys feet...

She is helpless, she is speechless, she is breathless, and she is courage less...

Her silent cry could be heard at the other corner of the world also...

The guy picks her up, and wipes her tears, and takes a step back...

He hugs her as he is leaving her alone and going to fight for his country...

The girl, before the guy would take one step back, holds his hands, pulls him, and hugs him...

Both of them are standing there hugging each other...

The guy says "Goodbye Love, I got to go"

The girl starts crying, the boy starts weeping...

But he has to leave, he has to take care of her, he got to earn money for her...

He leaves...

Seconds to Minutes to Hours to Days to Weeks to Months, and the blind girl is still waiting for the guy...

One day, she gets a feeling that he is coming, but its just his eyes...

What the girl goes through is inexpressible, but she keeps to what the guy told her to do...

She gets the guys eyes, and the first thing she sees is the frame with the guys picture on it...

He is exactly what she imagined, maybe her touch was stronger than his eyes...

Or maybe the eyes only saw beauty and nothing else...

She lives her own life country side as the two promised...

But, one day when she is praising the beautiful sight of nature, she sees her husband crawling to her...

He is alive, and is blind...

The World is a Soccer Ball

(A football, for me, is the fifth element of the world.. Earth, Fire, Wind, Water, and Football)

The new player was all ready to start his debut.

He reached the stadium early, couldn’t miss his big match.

He entered the changing room, but couldn’t find anybody.

Everything over there was taken care with perfection.

This sight was a perfect beauty for him.

His favorite stars Soccer (red-colored) jerseys with printed names and number hanging on each player’s lockers; with shoes, shorts, shields, and stocking neatly placed inside the lockers.

Finally, his eye sight fell in a corner of the room where he saw this Red Jersey with his name printed on the back with this magical number printed below it.

His conscious mind was not ready to accept him as one of his lords.

He still waited for the coach to come and introduce him to the other teammates.

Coach was the second person to enter, and the first one to scream.

I mean, come on, that’s what a truly dedicated coach would do.

Coach walked towards the new player locker; where he was standing.

He grabbed the new players’ Jersey, and whispered in his ears saying, “Welcome to the team you are a Red Devil now.”

The player couldn’t believe this, and he was so shocked that he wanted someone to pinch him thrice.

His dream of playing as the Red Devils was actually happening.

Didn’t take him much time to wear his Jersey, and get dressed.

He now walked to the coach, who was still screaming.

He knew that this was the perfect coach, and his perfect dream team.

It was like a dream that came true, and he was wearing the Red Devils Jersey, which had his name printed on the back number 7 printed below it in white.

The coach finally introduced him to the other teammates.

The Defense, the Mid, and the Forwards.

There they were, 18 of them, dressed to show the world that they are the best.

Captain standing at the gate with a soccer ball in his hand, and others followed him.

All set to touch the grass.

The crowd screaming “Red Devils” could be heard till far.

The new boy closed his eyes, and when he opened it……

Aamchi Mumbai

You would know you're in Mumbai only when....

• People use numbers like 8:14 instead of saying train
• People have a friends group named "train friends"
• The rickshawala also gets known as boss
• The students are somehow related with the college peons (chacha)
• The canteen waiter is everyone's friend (they all know him, he is famous)
• Wear anything, its fashion if you are famous
  
• Every student has a work experience at call-center
  
• People go to malls only to eat
  
• No one knows what comes after Bhayender
• Everyone knows who is Tulsi
• Bomb Blasts also fails to stop people from working
• Son of a big shot thinks that he is something
• There are no rules applied anywhere
• The law is meant to be broken
• Vada Pav is the common breakfast for all
• Half-a-cup of tea is called "cutting"
• People are more scared of Police than Criminals
• Any place in South Mumbai is called town
• Love-Birds are the most emotional people
• Valentines Day is celebrated with more fun than any other festival

These are just few points covered...
I guess no one could complete this blog?

I love Mumbai
Aamchi Mumbai